I am a Law student struggling all the time ,
And words cannot express the depression I feel daily.
not because of Law imbalances,
but because of the many past events that haunt may every waking moment
and my every dream : (
where can I go?
how can I begin.
I'm still depressed
I tried taking my life at ten
I began hurting so long ago
why? what have I done?
I take it back starting from day one.
why can't I be loved, why cant I be touched.
I look in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize myself.
Where is that cheerful girl I used to know?
What happened to the days I would smile?
Where are the days that my heart wouldn't break?Where have I gone?
I see that girl when I look in the mirror, but she's too far gone.
I can't bring her back to life she's feeling to much strife :(
I feel her inside me, but my depression won't let her come out.
I think the old me is gone without doubt. . .
