Maybe everything was meant to be this way :)

Hi  my dear blog ! really miss you, I'm done all my sadness and ...

I just want him to understand .. 

that without him I probably wouldn't be living to write this right now ... 

He's Gone
The one I love
The one I admire
Who puts my hopes to fire
My hero, the one who sets my heart in desire
He guided me
He pushed me to achieve..  

Why did this have to happen ? 

People say everything happens for a reason, 

but it would be nice to know some of the reasons why.

Why is life so complicated? You tell the truth, you get in trouble. 

You lie, you get in trouble. What do you do?

We met, we talked, 

we liked, we texted, 

we dated, we committed, 

I loved, you cheated, 

we're done, you're deleted.  

'Remember me? I used to mean everything to you  '

now I should forget him, and I really do :)

now HE IS JUST A MEMORY !
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after he's gone I was very depressed, felt alone 
and didn't know where I belonged in the world.

But thank for the past FINALLY! 

someone came into my life I felt wanted and cared for.. ^^

That one showed me how to live How to smile. what to say, 

that one showed me what its worth to miss someone each and every day .

Be honest with me. That's all I ask for , I'm not stupid. I know when I'm being lied to.

I don't know but I feel secure. like his arms are the safest place to go. :))

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Sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places. 

Today I am happy because I don't have any reason not to be.

'Pain makes me stronger. Tears makes me braver. 

Heartbreak makes me wiser.'

So thank the past for a better future !!  

Enjoy sleeping and have a good sound sleep.

Good night and sweet dream ♥