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Lets Go On!!

Hi dear blog ! 
Let talking about my bored life , I always moody and feel so unwanted , 
maybe i over think and when I was really sad.  
I watched the water and listened to the nice calm water. 
It made me relax and I became happy. seriously! 
I look at the smooth and slow flowing water.
I wonder what it would be like to move forward and never look back. 
Or never stay or be in the same place twice. 
Do you know ? I can stand there for hours just to watch the water and to hear the water. ><!!
I see my reflection. As I watch my reflection in the water I see my sad expression 

And I wonder if the water can see me ? .. .   I run my fingers through the water.  
I see many ripples appear as if the water is flinching from the pain I'm causing it. 
I wonder if the water can feel me.........feel my pain.
Life is crazy!! and totally unpredictable... 

It's going to push me over, 
kick me while I'm down and hit me when I try to get back up! : ( 
 Sometimes people go through life wondering what they're here for 
Or who we are supposed to spend our lives with 
Or even what we will do when we get older. 
I know I ask myself those questions all the time 
but why spend life wondering, or asking questions? 
Life is too short to live wondering why or what,
Things are going to change ME !!! 
And I get to choose listen to my heart, Challenge everything, 
And fight for what I believe. Back down to nothing,  
I find my purpose in life, and Live it! like I’ve never been hurt. :DI want to say thank you  for that special person who has taught me the true meaning of life. 
He supported me when I was at my weakest.
He never failed to make me happy and just live life to the fullest. 
when everything was absolutely right.
When you looked forward to waking up the next day. I am no longer afrai !! 
You have given me the courage to become who I am today  :)
To you I might just be a little girl >//< 
I can confess that I had just started moving on from my previous relationship, 
and I started to crush really hard on another guy. I've been hurt before,
Now I'm scared to say hello coz it hurts to say good-bye.  
But  EVERYTHING, our late night talks, dumb jokes ,awkward moments 
and all the laughter just makes me happy 
I feel like I can tell you anything. And you don't judge me for it. 
Thx you for You have given me hope for a better tomorrow . 
I'm glad we're getting closer. 
It is okay, To feel sorrow ,When good times are in the past and trials have come to present.
Look to the future with hope 
Becoz for without hope... There is no true life.
I am who I am from my head to my toes. 
I tend to get loud when speaking my mind.
Even a little crazy some of the time.  >0<
I try to stay strong when pain knocks me down 
My life could have been better !!
Its time to look ahead and move on
Its time to be positive...to take life along......  <3







I ♥ MuSic