10.7.54

look whats happened today!!!!

The pain that I feel so deep inside,
The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.
People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love,
With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness.
The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love.!!!!!
When I go to school they always talk about me, ..
When I come home that’s not where I want to be.
Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world,
If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel,
Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad.
The pain that I feel so deep inside,
The hurt, the shame, and all the lies.
They really don't see how much this effects me.
I tell them over and over again  but they just don't want to listen.
They laugh and they giggle and tell the whole world
YEAH! that's because their  the typical popular girl.==!
When I put them in their place they go and be two faced.
School sucks I hope
in university I will have better luck. haizz but .. ntg better
All the drama
the haters,
backstabbers, and liars
you got to pick your friends
like you are walking on fire.!!!!
I used to have one good friend
that was there till the end
then she got a boyfriend
and now its a never again.
All the guys,the lies, the rumors, and the facts
karmas a BITCH! so you better step back.
Shouting things that don't  need to be shouted.!
Finding a true friend, Ah ha I doubt it.!!!!
Screaming in you face
just want to kick their ass,
do it yess ! your done
now walk away with some class.
Flirting is not so bad
It's a sigh of affection.
Fighting in the hallways
Automatic DETENTION!
Walking around
all alone gives  time to think
all the strength you've grown. yup! wish me luck !

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I ♥ MuSic