19.7.54

am I just a worthless teenage girl?

I am like everyone else?!!
I wonder why no one understands me
I hear the whispers
I hear em' laugh
I can see the cruel jokes as I pass by
I pretend not to hear
I feel all alone
Will they ever see
I touch lives of everyone around me
I dream of happier times
I am like everyone else 
I understand that people are different 
I hope everyone else will see
I try to be the best I can be...I am like everyone else
inside I'm crying outside I'm smiling ,no one notices :(
but its hard for me to control this ,when you see me walk by
it doesn't look like it but I want to die ,thoughts racing through my head
then comes the tears that I shed ...how can I change
all the tears and rage
you say you understand and all I need is a helping hand
that may be true ! but first take a walk in my shoes
sadness, angers, and unbearable pain
you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame as time moves slower
my self-esteem gets lower ... 

am I nothing to this world ??
or am I just a worthless teenage girl? 


I ♥ MuSic