I'm tired :'(

hi friend It’s been a long, long time.... I hope that you still know me,  yep I’ve been hiding quite awhile. Thought about myself I had been going through a hard time. 
hmmm.. My eyes are so tired, I can't sleep at night, No one can know. 
Weeks have passed, It seems as if my worlds at an end, But yet it just began.
I have this feeling everyday :((( 
And when people ask me, Are you okay? I just sigh and look away. 
So.... when it gonna end , I'm really tired . I want peaceful life as my friends . : (

WTF!!!!!!! T^T