WASTE MY TIME only ! Please stop !! to
I was never mad at you !! I was mad at myself I let life pass me by, seemed it was on the back shelf !! :(
I blamed all of my problems, on everyone but me ..Destined for ruins, and alone I would be!
I made a bad choice, I should have been there with you
My greatest mistake, and there was nothing I could do ... .
I tried to get sober that night, but made it worse than you know!
I hated myself !! cause I resorted to blow
You wanted to love me, to work through it all out
I didn't know that, I was too scared you would shout
I gave it some time , to get my head straight >< took way too long,
how long should you wait? haiz z :(
The old me is gone, but how could you know arhhh .. ?
I wish I still had you, how I wish that was so
I miss you everyday !
I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much. I think about all the moments we shared together ...
You know that this was hard for me, but you decided not to see. T T
I know I’m still stuck in my past, but I had a feeling that this was going to last.
I guess my heart was wrong, Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong niaaa !!!
Thinking of you makes me feel this way. "Why couldn’t I just stay".
I ask myself that everyday. Hold on!! I had a reason why?
Now that I think of it I want to cry. Still feeling you so much.
we were meant to be haizz but maybe it was only me arh ... :((((
today life is a blur , a day of sorrow ..
I’m missing you !
Don’t you understand ??
don’t you see I’m here
can’t you just be here?
do you still care?
Don’t you care anymore?
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