long time din update u my lovely blog <3
today just want to say... . all in my mind again
DRAMA TIME :P
For who knows what will come out of it
Whether it would be harmless or harmful
Would history repeat itself?
Would I have to go through this lesson again?
Or was there no lesson before?
Will I have to hurt again to learn from him?
...................
I have many questions, if only he'd apologize.
Around him, I am happy.
Thinking of him, makes me giddy.
He makes me smile.
I miss who I am around him.
I miss him.
I take caution because of the past.
I only have control of this present situation.
I may say no or yes, yes or no.
I know not if he waits, but if he wants.
He wants and so do I.
Secretly............
Those memories...Those feelingsThey all played a part
Those memories...Those feelingsThey all played a part
I was hiding from you ... And all the above
Hiding the feelings that grow ever so stronger
the time that we are apart feels even longer
the time that we are apart feels even longer
or I know where my heart glows
covering the smile you cause me to make it is this nervousness
covering the smile you cause me to make it is this nervousness
that I must break these hidden feelings I must hide no more
I'm not going to let you go this time
building the courage admitting how I feel
is this a dream or is this actually real
my heart is pounding beating out of my chest
Here we stand all over again
With our feelings all around
Not knowing where to go . Not even knowing how
If only I really knew How much you cared?
- I loved the way you stared at me, looking deep into my eyes.
- I loved the way you smiled at me, showing those pearly whites.
- I loved the way the way you talked to me , your voice sounding so pure.
- I loved how I told you everything, this I know for sure........... .
don't know what will happen but i wish i could read your mind .. i wish everythin' will be alright
nice dream everyone <3
