18.6.54

i realized !! ^^

now .. i realized hmm m m .. . 
No one will ever know how I feel.  For I cannot even explain it all.
Nobody to love.  Nobody to blame.  :( 
Everyone always the same.
Nothing to care about. 
No reason to lie. 
For I am me, myself, and I. No ones sees what I see. !
Nobody left to care for me.
It's kind of sad knowing what's true, cause then you know who's there for you.
Most of them just put on that act. 
A lot of them talk bad about me behind my back.
Thanks for making me feel this way, there's nothing more I should have to say.

I’ve become a better person It’s been so much fun, 
And it seems like I’ve gone from a walk to a run,
I have a dream for the future But I fear too much change, 

I fear once I move on  It won’t be the same,
once again the pain has risen  now I have to get it back to hidden
please take care in what ever you do but please always know that I did love you..
So.....!! 
It is okay, To feel sorrow. When good times, Are in the past,
And trials, Have come to present.Look To the future, With hope, yeahh!
For without hope...  There is no true life.  

if I make my own choices, try different things, slowly growing up, 
will others notice that I'm changing too? 
Do they wish that nothing would change just like I do?
But if I hold onto them too tightly how am I to move on? 
How am I to grow up and LIVE MY LIFE? 
How am I to make decisions and take on responsibility if I'm living in the past?

I guess time continues whether you want it to or not, 

leaving you behind or taking you for the journey of your life.
hewwwwwwwwwww . . .. . Smile don’t frown, there will be more happy times,
I’ll shine, grab  hand and stand.
Take a chance, enhance.
Embrace the gift of life, hold it tight and never let go.
I do have something to show   : D



wooooo! TRY TO CHEER UP ^__^ 

I ♥ MuSic