For someone....

Can't help myself from feeling sad,
the feelings I had from you is something I never had.
It's hard not to ask the question why,
I still like you, there is no reason for me to lie.
Its who I am on the inside that's mad 
I say I'm okay but I'm not sometimes 
I just want to die but I know 
It's not the answer to my problems 
I love my friends ..But I don't always want to be around them 
sometime when I'm with other people I feel so alone 
Its who I am on the inside that's so alone and mad
want you to know....
I know when I say I love you I mean it,
I haven't felt this way about anyone before,
yes we have some distance between us T^Tbut I do love you, and only you!
when I hear your voice I smile:)
when you tell me you love me my heart sinks:)
when we talk about moving in together it makes it all seem real:)
maybe I'm not living in a fairytale after all:)
you are the only one for me and I mean it.
even though everyone has their opinions
nothing is gonna change how I feel about you!
being with me nothing good can come through. 
But one thing I promise is,  I will never forget you. 
The memories we shared,  that went by too fast. 
They're all a part, ..............
I am sorry for what I have done  Please forgive me, for the choices I’ve made. 
I didn't realize what you felt until the moment I see that your feelings were real
But since when you really feel?
I didn't believe you and I know it was wrongI'm sorry... 
I just want you to be happy, 
but please don't let the memories fade. 
I have cried myself to sleep,  time and time again. 
And I'm just waiting for the day,  that maybe we can be one again. 
It's just right now, is no time for pain and love ?
Maybe we can happen again, sometime later in life. 
I'm not going to forget about you, not now not ever. !!
No one knows, how much this is actually hurting me.
Free from this pain I call myself, is what I wish for you to be .

• I remember the first time we met,
• I knew I never had a chance with you,
• I remember looking into your eyes,
• I saw the love and happiness in your soul,
• I remember the way I truly felt.
• I remember waking up each day thinking I got to see you,
• I always knew there was something special about you,
• I remember when we first started to talk,
• I never wanted to stop.
• I remember looking past your beauty to who you truly are,
• I started to get a funny feeling in my lower stomach,
• I remember having a dream about you,
• I knew that you didn't feel the same way back,
• I remember when we started to become close,
• I always liked you deep down in my heart,
• I remember you telling me you felt the same way back 

Yes, sometimes you had your moods, but they never lasted long, 
I loved everything about you in every possible way 

I'm sorry I'm not good enough, 
I'm sorry I let you down, 
I'm sorry for my tears, 
I'm sorry for my fears.
I'm sorry for not making you laugh. 

I'm sorry for forgetting things, and asking stupid questions.

I'm sorry that I'm a disappointment
No matter the truth is I'm still in love today I truly felt it !